Friday, December 24, 2004

Sheer boredom...

Being jobless is a nice thing - let me include "once in a while" at the end of the sentence. If it repeats day after day, then its just sheer boredom. How some people go on that way is mind boggling. It just drives me insane. And insanity isn't a good thing, especially when its not about being a genius...

Suddenly there is a point in life when cluelessness engulfs. Then paths need to be paved. Is this what was supposed to happen? Is this how its meant to be? (Considering the saying "everything happens for a reason") . You are here for a purpose... So, what now???

Taking life as it comes, going by your gut feeling and then tuning into it? Or staying with what you planned and sticking to it no matter what (even if its throwing away if the best comes your way?) What would you do.....??? - I chose the former; now its a point for fine tuning. Basics of what I want to do, still remain the same. So what if it ain't the place I wanted to be at - doesn't matter as good karma is with me. Even better as a matter of fact because I followed my heart and my mind completely agrees each time I give a thought to it. That's what is amazing!

Sheer boredom will soon go away. New things to be done will follow. As of now, learning the art of relaxation, taking a deep breath, walking...only to stop and smell the flowers, pacing out ideas (all done, without going insane)... An important need to step back and look at the entire circle...






2 Comments:

Blogger Sreekesh Menon said...

At peace with your world !

December 25, 2004 at 9:36 AM  
Blogger supramenta said...

Is there such a thing as insanity? Or do we call anything that doesn't fit into our learned (tried & tested) patterns/behavior as insane. If we just 'be' without analyzing ourselves, then the imaginary line dividing these two realms would probably stretch into infinity, where the two ends meet to form that 'entire circle'?

just thinking loud...

Wish you a happy & sane New Year!!

January 10, 2005 at 2:08 AM  

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